Shagg. I want to sleep soon. Didn't manage to sleep yesterday. I have been thinking alot of things. Maybe this will be the last time i will stop thinking. Seriously, i had enough already. Why am i always the bad guy? Loving someone issit wrong? If you all think it is all my fault then so be it. I never ask for anything before, everytime someone criticise me, i will just walk away. I never even want to bother them. This time, i am totally hurt. Your words just hurts me. I also can't blame you either. This is you and this is me. We have different ideas and thinking. So it could just say everything is my fault. I am such a fool :) I know, You didn't ask me to wait for you, but have you think before has anyone in your life will do such things for you? When you are angry, he just shut his mouth and be apologetic and also putting you infront of anybody that he cares. I think i am the only one that will be doing that. This world is too cruel to be truth. This is perharps my last post of my journey towards you and i don't think you will see it.

Since we're not meant to be, so be it. I understand god have made arrangement in everyone's life. Bye. If you want to continue hate me or somehow criticise me, go ahead. I won't reltialiate.