It's like so fast.. 2011 has come. Many things has happen especially things around me. During the year 2010, I told myself olevel is just 9months away from January only and SHOO, Olevel has ended, releasal of Olevel result is on next Monday perharps. DIE x.x I told myself to be strong in the year 2011. I simply can't do it. Today I tried control my emotion and not let my emotion get the best of me. I also told myself I am not weak anymore. I am already grown up. I choose not to cry in the presence of my friends. In the end, I did cried infront ChinBoon and Teckwee. They asked me not to bottle things up, just cry it all out. You will feel much better.. Thanks to both of you. I don't know what to say except saying thank you.

I know you have already forgotten about me. But I didn't. You ask say forever, where is the forever? 世界上没有天长地久,只有曾经拥有. You always not there for me. You can find lots of excuses to cover for yourself. I bet you are thinking I am talking bad about you. But I am not. You might be saying 'whatever laa. Who cares' This means one thing, you don't even care for me. I just don't want to bottle up it in my heart anymore. Everytime I think back to the past, it's just hurt. Every of your words just hurts me. Now you say you love one boy and just leave me alone, you don't think it's too cruel for me? A idoit who is willing to do anything for you and in the end I get this punishment. I just wrote what I have bottled this feeling for a very long time. I bear no grudges, and this has nothing to do with you. I guess I am fine now.

Jiayous jiajie. Look forward, don't think of the past anymore, it's history already

I will continue to be the RANDOM I usually do and stay happy! :D