When i emo, you will always scold me. Now i am emo, I hope you will scold me. Scold me hard, wake me up. I seriously miss you. I tried to find you, you closed down your Facebook, I went to your house to find you. I stood on the badminton court below your court, i saw your kitchen window will shut tightly. I think that you will not be at home. I left silently.. I dont have to courage to msg u..

When i walk pass a temple, I stood outside of the temple. I prayed earnestly. I told God, Everything does not matter to me anymore, i would rather fail my Olevel, have an terminal illiness. I just want you by my side. You are the one that open my heart. I still remember how you scolded me when i quarrel with my parents. You told me dont care about them and when you grow up then take revenge. I always remember what you said, when i am happy you will be too. Issit this true? How am i supposed to know? I want to see you. Just a glance of you will do. That will make me truly happy. Although, sometimes you are abit fierce, I know you are concern about me. I havent forget yout birthday present. You told me you wanted Sims 2 right? I downloaded all the Sims 2 that i could find as promised. Where are you? I know you will be happy when i am happy. So from now on, i will be strong. I will make myself be more cheerful and happy. Just like the Jiajie everyone knows about. Hyperactive type. I think u will not see this but i want to tell you. I will waiting for a day. A day where miracles could happen.


No matter what happen i will be waiting and where ever you are, please be safe and take care of yourself :)