Waiting is a torture. But i feel that it will be worthwhile for someone waiting for. I believe understand this saying. Today, I had badminton session at Eunos CC. Feeling lethagic, i went to take a walk. I almost being bang down by a car. I asked myself, if i being bang down, will this all be worthwhile? Afterall i deserved it. I made so many regretful things happening to me. Thats why i am torturing myself for not cherishing you. When i see your smile, i hope it will be all worthwhile. Just stay happy. I dont mind continue to torture myself to make you happy. Afterall, everything is my fault.


No matter what is the outcome, i hope i could be alive watching you smile.