Photography. Someone taught me this. I will never forget what she taught me. Photography can bring out one's feeling. How is he/she feeling right now. I regretted not learning that, cause she's not around anymore. I really hope time would turn back, cherish every moment that i had. I did not notice it until i lost it. I.. Somehow hated myself for taking lots of thing for granted, Espcially you. I am so sorry, but now i know it is too late. I can still remember the day you know left me without any words and no answer. It's all my fault. Every day to me is like a torturous day for me thinking IF mircales would happen. I know that miracles wont happen anyway. Every night, i cried. Cried softly so that no one will know i am crying, hoping for a better tomorrow. Until now i still cant forget everything about you..


I know you will not be seeing this, I just write out how i feel. to perharps comfort myself. Hoping that everything will be okay.


Jiajie, tell yourself dont cry, everything will be fine. I hope miracles do happen..