Once you did something wrong, you will regret it for life. Yeaa, this sentence is absolutely correct. In a moment of folly, i did something that will affect my entire life. I gave a school a pass, my body is like so hot, 38degrees. Family doesnt even care about me, I struggled myself by eating 3 panadols at one shot. Doctor asked me why i ate 3 panadols, i was speechless.. The whole night i had been thinking, who can i rely on? Family, Loved ones and friends? Wrong. I only can rely on myself. My house is like a place for me to sleep only, i really envy those classmates with such supportive family members, i also envy people could confide their problems to their loved ones. Who can i confide to? I just a burden to the world afterall. Fuck My Life.

Everything to me is just 我以為. I thought that treating people good people will treating good.. Every night i cried and pray hard, hope that things will change for the better. I am too naive.