Prelims had just started today, I screwed up my whole exam..

What do you except from a dying person, everyday i had to take 5 different types of medicine to control it. I had more white blood cells than red blood cells inside my body resulting me having a fever last Saturday.

I am trying to control my tears but they just keep flowing down from my eyes as i am typing. I finally realised one thing. Everyone dies, it not a big deal but it difficult to part away to one you love. God, if you want to take me away from this world, please at least let me celebrate my birthday? I really feel very lost now, who can i turn to for help? Family? Friends? or my Love ones? I think no one care for me at all. I have to bear all this myself. If can, when i'm gone, forget about this guy.

Fever have strucked me again.. accompained by several vomits, I think my time is really up.


From this moment, I really need you. I know this will be impossible. I only can pray earnestly for miracles to happen.






Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I cant fight it anymore.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call, but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, cant stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

Its a quarter after one, Im a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes Id rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldnt call but Im a little drunk and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.