I really don't know what to do... The same old feeling struck me again..

I always told myself, try to stay happy no matter what happen. When you are happy, people around you will also be happy. I always put on a front act in from of the other showing people i am always very hyper and happy. In reality, i am a lonely person. Reach home facing the four corners of room, talking to myself. I really hate this.. I really want to be real Jiajie that i can always jump about and making fool of myself but where has he gone to? Somewhere or disappear forever?

When was the last time i talk to you face to face? I really miss you.. but I don't dare to say it to you.. I always cherish you, making you my first priority in my life. I don't know whether you will see this but, i really miss you... 带我会到最除的圆点，最单纯和最美那一天。


I cant stop thinking about you.. Always be my baby




Ice Cream

Verse 1
You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

Verse 2
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Chorus
Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

Verse 3
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won't forget

And now, whos to say, well be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause were the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favorite ice ream
I don't want to see it melts away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me